Monday, May 14, 2007
The past few days have been a total bore.
It has been G2 and still, G2.
On top of the fact that there aint a stable income for me, is damn depressing.
I cant keep getting money from bro and dad.
But, i really dont know what can i work.
Retail?
Why work in the retail line when working hours are so long and the pay is so low?
Nightlife?
Alright, there are pubs and bars available.
If i was to work at any pub, obviously hafta ask my customers and friends to patronise. But, why come over here let outsiders earn? Might as well ask em go bro's pub.
Admin?
Hafta wake up darn early.
And, i know i cant do it.
I cant do without slp either.
At most, for a day only.
Now, what else?
FUK.
This apart, i just finished reading sidney sheldon's 'If tomorrow comes".
Not that i have never read it before.
I read it like a million times.
But, each time i re read, i understand deeper.
Deeply intrigued by the character.
Tracy Whitney.
Tho i know it's only a story, i still yearn to be like her.
IDOL seh.
I have been pondering a lot lately.
Thinking of, what i want in life.
Thinking of, what i expect.
But still, i cant get any outcome.
M has been making me think a lot too.
Perhaps, he drank too much and start talking nonsense.
I dont know.
Perhaps, he really mean it.
I dont know.
Oh well.
Chuan2 dao4 qiao2 tou2 zhi4 ran2 zhi2.
craplargera.
ARGGH.
9:28:00 AM