Star-Kissed.

2007-05-30T11:09:00.001+08:00

Goodbye, blogger.Moved.

2007-05-30T09:37:00.000+08:00

It's been a week.Doesnt matter anyway.I am moving.Uh huh.Some updates.Jas and i got together again!!HOHO. Happy happy happy!Reunion. lol.I learnt that some ppl are such desperates that they grab at ANY girl.For goodness sake.After what happened between me and 'the last one', i told myself.It's better to stay single luhh.Sure, there are times where you'll feel sucky.Esp when you see your friends

2007-05-22T15:40:00.000+08:00

Bastard msged me.No.I dont wanna keep in contact with you.However much i miss you, blah blah.It's OVER.I hate wearing lenses.Eyes fucking pain.TAMADE.

2007-05-18T10:01:00.000+08:00

G2 BAR have been revamped.But, not fully tho.New coat of paint, etc.Much more spacious and new.Anyway, part time pub waitress required.$10 per hour plus comm.Good incentives.Flexible working hours.Walk in for interview at 17A Circular Road.

2007-05-18T09:39:00.000+08:00

Sibei SAD lar!I thought of AD.I thought of how we di siao each other.I thought of how we play w each other.ARGH.Stopeatingflowerlargera!

2007-05-18T09:29:00.000+08:00

There have been tons of thoughts lately.I have been thinking. And thinking.Alot of thoughts, and questions.I find myself asking question that nobody can ans.I find myself thinking of the dozens of 'what-ifs'.I find myself thinking, what would have happened if i had gave him a chance.And many other stuffs.I rmb.Someone once told me this.'There's a reason behind everything. You may feel that life's

2007-05-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

I slept for the whole tues.Damn shiok.But still, very tired.Mon, went to Studio for Def's bday.Like Studio alot.The environment, the decor.Saw someone i detest tho.No. This isnt fate.Fucking sway.Left after cutting cake.Went J club & bar.Very comfortable also leh.All sofa seats.Plus, the football seat very shiok!!!Talk like hell till 6.30 in the morning.That's like 5 hours.LOL.Like what we told

2007-05-14T12:26:00.000+08:00

SIBEI SAD leh!!!I just saw someone's friendster.New photos submitted.Saw the new photos liao, instant DEPRESSION!Sad sad sad.HAIS!Next time cannot see my A.D again also le.Sibei depressing lar!

2007-05-14T09:28:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been a total bore.It has been G2 and still, G2.On top of the fact that there aint a stable income for me, is damn depressing.I cant keep getting money from bro and dad.But, i really dont know what can i work.Retail?Why work in the retail line when working hours are so long and the pay is so low?Nightlife?Alright, there are pubs and bars available.If i was to work at any pub

2007-05-10T11:18:00.000+08:00

Fucking tu lan.SIBEI shio.A cheque wouldnt go missing just like that.I bank in cheques like for a gazillion times already.Nothing goes wrong each time.And now?!Just after a quarrel, you come and give me cb excuses like the bank might have misplaced it.FUCK it lar.Okay. So maybe my damn cheque got misplaced.Then WHAT?!For octopus holdings to re issue a new cheque, they hafta collect 30 bucks. For

2007-05-08T06:15:00.000+08:00

A few days yet something kinda major happened.18 yrs plus of rship went downhill.Things went wrong and took a turn.Disappointment? Definitely.God aint fair. No. God isnt.God is fair?BULLSHIT.This apart, i definitely made the right decision in going down G2 just now.I saw my eyecandy.A long lost eyecandy.It's because of this eyecandy that i started to adore 'together'.LOL.Was talking to eugence

2007-05-06T12:35:00.000+08:00

There's something wrong with my acc in blogger.On the posting page. WTF ehh.If u was to ask me what happened over the four days, i really dont rmb.All i can rmb is i went thru a lot of disappointment.From the person i trust so much.I gave him chances and chances.Yet, all i got was disappointment.We spent 18 yrs together.Going thru joy and sorrow.And, everything goes poof~Seems like a dream.Oh

2007-05-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

Perhaps, water is thicker than blood.Yes. To you.Disappointed?Or should i say, expected.I should have leave you to die.I should have leave you there alone.It was a pure mistake that heaven made, that we are siblings.I know very well, i cant change this fact.Anger?Kinda.If those people are so fucking dependable, ask them to fucking ask their customers down. Whatever happened to your 'top sales'?!

2007-05-02T06:51:00.000+08:00

True friends never leave.They stay, accompanying u thru thick and thin.They wont betray you.They wont despise you.They will forgive you.They accept ur shortcomings.They listen to you.I wanna shut myself off from everything.Sick and tired of trying.Sick and tired of giving.Sick and tired of those routine.I dont like my life.Not at all. No. Not even a wee bit.Yet, i know running away will not solve

2007-05-02T06:20:00.000+08:00

I think i gained like 5 kg or more.Today i ate1. duck noodles2. 6 pcs nuggets, small fries3. 7-11 pizza bar4. a sandwich5. tom yam cup noodlesWTF LAR WTF LAR WTF LAR.Tell me, WTF?!?!?!?!Wu siao bo?Yes. Fucking siao i know.But, i smoke damn lil.I think i only took hmmm, 10 ciggs today?Yes. i know. Very lil.Compared to a packt a day.HOHOHOHO.Jiayou jiayou.Anyway, just realised(yet again) that the

2007-04-30T06:54:00.000+08:00

MAJOR TURN OFF.Fuck.Im gonna puke.omfgstopitgera

2007-04-30T05:46:00.000+08:00

I know, once my brother always my brother.There's no overnight feud.Like the saying goes, blood is always thicker than water.No matter how horrendous it is for us to shout at each other, we are still siblings at the end of the day.Gera's not a 3 yr old kid. Of cos i know.God is fair, someone told me.NO. God isnt.At least, to me.I wished, i was as hard hearted.Sure, to some people i am.But it's

2007-04-27T04:04:00.000+08:00

Im actually nothing compared to an outsider.Sure, i drank a few glasses.But i wasnt even seh. Not to mention, high.Vodka, chivas, heineknen, stout, martell.I dont even need someone's assistance.Just because of a fucking glass i broke.Just because of a glass i bump into accidentally.My injury dont even seem impt to you.All u care about is, whether the image kept oustide is still the same.\A deep

2007-04-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

Im trying to cope with the Operations, the system.Perhaps, i got so comfortable with how Vybrance operates.Everything's totally different.Must be flexible.Actually, wanted to go tanning today.But, i got so tired that i slept till 5 plus?Some people are so, gullible.You wont know what those people are thinking, beneath those smiles.Plastics.I gotta go down G2 again today.Sibei sian.Gera.

2007-04-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

你身上有她的香水味是你赐给的自卑你要的爱太完美我永远都学不会Gotta reach G2 before 7.30pm.Tata.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2007-04-24T06:05:00.000+08:00

Things were so wrong just now. I know, he can only blame himself for his greediness.What he does has got nothing to do with me.Yet, i dont know why did i got so down just now.Im the one winning money.Wasnt i suppose to be the one smiling and laughing away?Yet, i cant even force out a tiny smile.Ai, im sorry. I know u got kinda fed up. Yet, u kept quiet.Is being soft-hearted a good or bad thing?

2007-04-20T02:09:00.000+08:00

♥Met up with amanda in the evening.Sat at MOS.Dont know why so everybody approached us.1. Sell tissue auntie.2. Donations for dont know what.3. An ah pek who wanted ciggs.Went down G2.Left early today tho.Something's weighing on my mind.Thinking and thinking, weighing the pros and cons.And to realise, there aint any pros at all. All of em are pretty much the cons. Which is damn depressing

2007-04-19T04:55:00.000+08:00

Deeply affected after seeing some testimonials on friendster.Some testimonials some girl wrote for some guy.It's amazing why some people could click and why some people couldnt, no matter trying how hard.I know VERY well, we dont belong.Belonging to different worlds.I always said, i wont go for guys who cant drink, cant talk well, cant support me financially. And also, who dont have a stable

2007-04-19T03:02:00.000+08:00

Damn.My right eye is so knn pain.What if i go blind?!I cant stop myself from rubbing lar.So long for now.Time for hoon kis.

2007-04-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

FUCKemo.For no reason, i got a lil emo.Even tho ai is beside me, singing like fuck and doing her nails.Perhaps, it's cos of what that person blogged.Each time i read her blog entries, i get reminded of that photo. That photo where a couple seems so blissful together.Of cos, i know that certain people come and go.They wont make an impact in ur life unless you allow them too.Michael used to make a

2007-04-17T05:01:00.000+08:00

Random photos.It's time to cheer AGAIN!Cos, there are finally photos.Totally random tho.Over the past few days kind.Not in sequence.Before catching 'The Reaping'.At Cine's BK.At Kpool.Ai damn bo liao.Add this kinda caption.Bo bian. Only can get from her blog.My gui gui!I got collection one hor! Mai siao siao.Jie's friendster.JEANELLE! So damn cute lor.Everytime i see kezmann and jeanelle, feel

2007-04-17T04:28:00.000+08:00

Tortoise? Turtle?Was really frustrated 20 mins ago.Came down all the way to daddy's shop, lift up the god damn shutters, switched on the com and they hafta tell me there's NO internet access!!!But thank god, heaven decided to pity me.And so, i am able to access the internet now.Back from G2.I wonder, is it the effects of liquor or am i really missing him.Ai says it's because of liquor.I dont know

2007-04-15T03:10:00.000+08:00

0317.Friday.Met up with sweetie for dinner.Rush with ai and lovelove.Went down to tantric for vic's bday celebration.Then, taboo with mel and nick.Supper at maxwell.Home.Saturday.Slept till evening.Town-ed.Caught 'The Reaping' with mel, nick, hao, jim, kev and alex.Not bad. 4 bites.Why not, now at yw's place.Photos the next time round.♥Gera

2007-04-13T13:56:00.000+08:00

Random.At ai's place.Was supposed to acc ai drink ystd.But, i fell asleep.Couldnt help it.Fucking tired from all those late nightsThis apart, hao told me this website.Where your choices of colours reveal how u are feeling deep down.In total, i took 3 readings. One of the three outcomes :You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone '

2007-04-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

Gumdrops.Thurs night.And, im actually at tamp.Using hao's lappy.Mel nearly kena bashed just now.By a man with a pair of tiny eyes.Walk past mac he laughed like fuck.He then gestured me to look at the world's tinniest pair of eyes.And me too, laugh like fuck.Then that guy actually walked over to the atm, pulled mel back by his shoulders.And said, "Guai lan arh!"Mel, "Wo na li you."Tiny eyes, "Chio

2007-04-12T02:41:00.000+08:00

Im here, alone.I know very well, we both belong to two different frequencies.Just like Channel U and Kids central.Two different worlds.Yet, i still try to keep the distance between us minimal.Still holding on to that little hope.Hoping that someday, things will eventually turn out for the better.Perhaps, i know deep down that things would be so much better if we let go of this tiring rship, if we

2007-04-12T01:42:00.000+08:00

And i wonder. And wonder.I was thinking, if i hadnt got back with L that time, i wouldnt have went down tw. And i i hadnt went down tw, i wouldnt have know em.And thinking again, if i hadnt went into bendemeer, i wouldnt have know ai.lol.And then thinking again, if we hadnt went sparks tt time, ai wouldnt have know yc.And then, i would not have encounter these ppl in my life.So, is this all fate?

2007-04-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

Cuppy cake.Back from G2.Supposed to go another pub with rayner and friend.But nah. Skipped it.Headed home instead.My left eye is fucking pain.Yet, i still wore my lenses out today.Just because you once told ai that u didnt like to see me wearing specs.And? Risk getting an eye infection.Yet, all u could tell me was u meet me another day.Saying sorry is not everything.A 'sorry' cannot solve our

2007-04-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

♥It's 1.48pm. And, im at daddy's shop.Slept for 24 hours on monday.Shiok shiok shiok.Tues,Bugis.Then Dzess.Quarrel with him ystd.Fuck. It's not my fault at all.But still i think im mad.To buy a tee for him.WTF ehh?!-slap myself-Ask ai pass to him.Saw his msg when i woke up at 3 am plus.Called back.Considered alright le i guess.Oh whatever.Cant be bothered."Dont care Dont ask Dont give a damn."

2007-04-09T06:41:00.000+08:00

Stupidity.I swear. I would never reply any of ur msges, ever again.Who do u think you're?!Going around fucking girls.It's always the moment where i'd totally forgotten u ever exist.And, it's always at the moment where i would get soft-hearted.Fuck it.This apart, im gonna change my temper.Not for anyone, but for myself.I know, i can never control my own temper.Flaring up at the smallest detail.And

2007-04-09T05:21:00.000+08:00

Seh.Spent my past 3 days at chalet.Sat damn pathetic.Jo went for work, mel went to meet hao.All alone at chalet.All working arbo slping.Slept till 11.30pm.Went to wild wild wet.Kena sunburnt.Nose super red.Called vybrance's reg customers.Never slp for whole day.Bbq like siao.And i recalled, how cx used to do all the stuffs for me during my 17th bday. And all i did was, neglect him and left him to

2007-04-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

0843.Went to G2 ystd.Alot of things happening at a same time.Hmmm. If things go successfully, then i can go over help bro.Went to rush after that.Hmmm. No. Should say, 'teddy bez'.Find ai find until wanna die.No recept inside there at all.$#^%&^$&*&*%^$Recieved a phone call which shocked me.I thought we wouldnt keep in contact anymore.Now at downtown east.Vybrance chalet.Using joanne's

2007-04-05T05:27:00.000+08:00

Where to?It's 5.32am.Im still down here, doing nothing.Staring at the monitor, thinking.You ask me what im thinking?I have no idea either.I brought this packt at 10.30pm just now.And, im only left with 7 sticks.7 hrs, 13 sticks.Given that im not at a pub/club/bar, i know it's quite hiong already.But, i cant stop.I dont know what im doing.What's new, gera?Nothing ever goes well for you. And, you

2007-04-05T03:30:00.000+08:00

0330.Blogging at an unearthly hour.Fucking tired.Cant seems to get enough slp recently.Yet, however tired i am, i just cant fall aslp.Took bro's keys and came down daddy's shop.I now realized, a lot of things can change within a day.I rmb how i told Mel that ive decided to settle down and be in a stable rship.After so many times of a failed rship, seriously i got very sick.I wanted to trust

2007-04-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

Tiu Ni De.Cassevonrie Chia is fucking lame today.KNN. Stupid live alarm clock. -bang wall-Want to slp also cannot.Still wanna play catching with me.Not funny hor, chia huiling.Also not so early going out.At there kbkb.Later i really give u two slaps ahh.Disrupting my slp!!!Not even 5pm. Where got so early go out one tio bo?!?!?!Dont know she doing what lan. 7 early 8 early, screw driver spoil

2007-04-02T07:53:00.000+08:00

Pika pika.I saw a pikachu picture. And i thought of someone.A someone who didnt behave like he used to.Weird.And i dont know why.For no reason, he didnt reply my smses.After the 31st.And me? Apparently, i dont know why lar.When i saw him at G2 that night, already v weird le.Come back from Vybrance 1, didnt see him around. When it's like only 12mn.The rest of the night?I didnt c him

2007-04-02T05:04:00.000+08:00

Ai's place. AGAIN.Whenever you see gera blogging, it means im at ai's place.Yesyes. Again lar.30th Mar.Saw some bastard.KNN.Vybrance last day, hafta let me see him.WTF?!Tanjong pagar whole stretch so many pubs.Yet, u must come into Vybrance.All night long, i worked with discomfort.I nearly used a fucking mug and smash his cb face can.CCB.31st Mar.Went down to G2. This time is mom ask me go down

2007-03-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

Vybrance 2 last day.Vybrance 2 is closing down. The one at Tanjong pagar.Today last day le.So die also must go. Hmmmm.Supposed to get transfered to bq.But nah, dont like the environment plus bq's waitresses.Like what Mich said.Drink drank drunk!Nobody supposed to get out Vybrance alive today. lol.My sleeping hours have been super irregular the past few days.Sleeping at noon. Waking up at night.It

2007-03-30T08:40:00.000+08:00

0840.My heartbeat is fucking fast now.For no reason.Damn.Anyway, i've decided to buy marlboro red the next time.So i wouldnt smoke like 1 packet per day.And, i also get take bro's one!lol.One stone kill two birds.Cork ehh.My heartbeat is still v fast now. Despite me sitting down doing nothing.And, im not thinking of anything!WTF.

2007-03-30T06:53:00.000+08:00

Audition.Ai and i have been playing 'Audition' for hrs.Now, shes fucking shag. Sleeping already.I couldnt get to slp. Imagine slping at 2pm ystd and then waking up at 12mn.The timing explains why i couldnt fall asleep now. lol.Didnt go back home for 2 nights le.Ai's hse like my second home lidat.I made a phone call which disappoint me thoroughly just now.I would never forget that sentence he said

2007-03-29T12:49:00.000+08:00

1249.Look at my heading. It's already 12.49pm and im still AWAKE!Havent slp yet. Yes. Im serious.Im now, talking bout from last night till now.I havent even lie now on a bed. Ai is already sleeping like a pig.Therefore, i decided to not be lazy. I transfered the photos from my mp3 to ai's com and then, now it's time for some photo blogging!!!MUAHAHAHAHA.The photos are abit expired. Means a bit

2007-03-29T09:12:00.000+08:00

Heh.I laugh like hell upon seeing the video clip of 'ahem'.Cannot say names out. Cos dont know who reading my blog.HAHAHA.But those who have seen the video clip will know what im talking bout.The one with someone's face on the screen.The one with a hacksaw, fire and blah blah.LOL!Laugh until seh.Very jialat.This week 4 days slp outside le.But mama never kb at me.SURPRISINGLY!!!She scare i run out

2007-03-29T08:51:00.000+08:00

BLACKJACK.Supposed to meet sweetie but anyway, overslept.Stayed at ai's place till night time.Then BLACKJACK!!!At zj's place.Lose like fuck.Dragons are supposed to be lucky this yr.But why everytime i play ban luck also so sway?!?!?That time is chu ming. Now is gui.-bang wall-Actually i got no photos to post one.But the troublesome Marcelo want the photos. So, here goes.LOL. Mr turtle dont know

2007-03-27T10:16:00.000+08:00

Knn.http://www.dr-joe.net/quiz.htmlThis quiz is so fucking zhun.Ai, pls go and try.Damn zhun one.I swear u will love me more after taking this quiz.Gera.

2007-03-27T06:36:00.000+08:00

Turtle.I got so bo liao that i started to drew a picture using paint.LOL.I know it's supposed to be green.But i like red what.I think hor, the shell is too big lor.Haha.

2007-03-27T06:14:00.000+08:00

Ironically funny.I was surfing friendster, looking at some of my friend's profile.Then i saw this very familiar photo.Ohh. One of my ex, i said to myself.Hmmmm. Also cannot say is ex lar.I have never liked him before. Not very good to mention names here. Cos, maybe he got read my blog. Then very paiseh.Initially, i couldnt recognise. Cos, he changed quite a bit.Didnt change for the better leh, i

2007-03-27T04:58:00.000+08:00

TCX.Look at my damn headline. TCX.Ai will know who im talking bout lar. Dont know why suddenly thought of him.Think i wanna ki siao liao.Anyway him apart, i think this entry will be kinda long.Im talking bout more than 3 days here leh. Of cos will long right!Ha.Supposed to have more photos de.But then, most of em are in hao's cam. What i have here are only those from ai and from my mobile.Fri,

2007-03-24T04:58:00.000+08:00

Hehe.Ai, rmb sat prog ok!Heh heh.Mel, pls bring that Johnny Bravo float.You blow it up, i play.=PGera.

2007-03-22T05:59:00.000+08:00

HOON KI!I want hoon ki so much now lor. But lazy go back.Damn.It's actually 6.23am already. Im supposed to be sleeping now.But dont know why, i just cant slp.Despite drinking so many glasses of Chivas just now.Esp 789 with Leonard.Fuck.Nick's condo is damn shiok lar!Big, pretty, etc.Plus, i like their pool lor.Tho there werent any sun for us, we had our fair share of fun.This apart, i know a blog

2007-03-20T05:46:00.000+08:00

Tarot card readings.Tarot card readings are fucking zhun can.The last time i had my questions answered thru tarot card readings was at Boat Quay's macs.Bout Michael.Alright, so in e end we really broke off.And i know, things would still be the SAME if we really patch up.So, i tried my very best to ignore his msges. i really tried lor.Anyway, ai is at HK now.She CONFIRM wont buy anything back for

2007-03-01T09:18:00.000+08:00

Seh-kar.Dont know why. I still cant slp at this time of the day.It's 9.20 in the morning, im wide awake.God damn it.Chia huiling is slping lik a god damn pig. And here im, blogging at an unearthly hour.I think im going bonkers.Getting drunk/high/seh always nv fail to make one do stupid stuff.Nv fail to make one send stupid smses.Nv fail to make one feel lik doing certain things.Nv fail to make

2007-02-26T20:48:00.000+08:00

FuckEmo.I dislike this feeling. This feeling of being lost, and confused.I know, hes a bastard. Yet, i still pine for him.Yet, i still long for him.18 yrs of my life. What have i got?Come to think of it, it's kinda pathetic.I keep telling myself, no im not weak. I must not cry. I must stay strong.Yet, it's not easy at all.Keep telling myself, i wouldnt die without him.Yet, i find myself unable to

2007-02-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

MAHJONG!Actually hurr. I dont plan to blog in this isolated blog anymore.But, just now ms sunshine reminded me of this god damn blog.Alright. This apart, some quick updates.This yr's cny was alright lar.Day 1,Went to geylang to pray first. (Got reminded of Chuan Xing leh.)Then, to bro's godma's place.Then, gram's place.Not bad tho.Ang pows, black jack.I won money. Whahahaha.Then, off to work.

2007-01-17T04:18:00.000+08:00

Something random.I know nobody reads this blog anymore. So, i cant b bothered bout any manners or whatsoever.Seriously, i dont know what i want in my life right now. I told mel, im happy with what im doing now. Yet, thinking back, are things really good for me?I dont know.I might not b getting attached in the next 1/2 a yr. But, who knows what the road ahead lies for me right?It's been 3 weeks

2006-12-27T03:39:00.000+08:00

Back to Square 1.I dont know whether have i made the right decision. Maybe, you would lead a better life without me. I dont know what to do or how to handle.I, have moved back.Have i got nothing to care anymore?I dont know.I only know my mind is in a total mess.Confusion and nothing else.I've already started to regret.Do you know, you are my everything?Till the extent of losing myself.Not knowing

2006-12-01T19:52:00.000+08:00

Shipig's Hse.Am at shiping's place. Heh heh heh. To use computer!!! RAHHHH!Anyway, ms chia huiling. You only submit 2 photos to me okay.9th of Dec, Mos anyone?One of my gay bitches got free tix. Lots of them.Haha.At different place. So ar, no atmosphere to blog emo emo.LOL!Ciaos.

2006-10-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

Sad.I cant believe my blog has been so isolated.Never blog for a long time doesnt means im not blogging anymore leh.I realised so many things upon time passes.Yes, the problem lies with me. Working everyday.Even on my off day, i still cant meet up with my friends. Thus, the bond weakens. The distance becomes further.What to do. No choice.Manage to meet up with chris and alvin tho.Christabel chee.

2006-09-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

OMFG.i cant believe how long it has been for me to blog here. Too bad his house dont have a laptop or a com.Anyway, im actually working now. Using's asshole's laptop to blog. Honestly speaking, things arent going well for me now. In fact, kinda bad. Im going thru quite a rough patch now. Not at work tho.In relationship problems.Wont say what, because its nothing to be proud of.Just that, i feel

2006-08-10T01:52:00.000+08:00

Gera's back.Im back. For a short lil while to blog.Life has been pretty much the norm.Still working for my bloody niao ji niao lan boss.Thinking of resigning. But, well there are definitely tons of factors to consider and ponder over.Things are a bit rocky between him and me right now.But, i know when i say each time i dont bother at all, i know i do.Everytime, things go wrong, tears flow down

2006-06-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

2050.I've been speaking in 1/2 pail water malay lang these few days. Lol. It's kinda interesting.Anyway, im at cine right now. Emax.Waiting for him to reach. Catching Omen ltr.Honey. Not i dont wanna go you know. Is cause aku wanna retreat behind into the mountains. Aku wanna rest more and be a good girl. But you die die also wanna ask aku come out from the mountain.Aku very tiring one leh. Aku

2006-06-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

WorldCup Fever.Wcup's back. And im back with new entries. lol.At daddy's shop now.Stayed over at his place last night.Hanna. Same one lar. Got back together liao lar.It's aku off day today But my darling is working. So only can meet him last night. Going over to toa payoh later. Anyway, i got quite a number of photos to post up. But, im just pure lazy. So, can just go to aiai's blog and see em.

2006-06-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

CrimsonLullaby.Terribly sorry for not updating.Due to my bloody com at home still being spoilt.And my bloody bro still hasnt ask nic to come repair it.Anyway,some updates.Im single. Yes, like AGAIN.But actually, it's kinda complicated in a way.Which i dont know exactly how to say tho.And, i so miss my darlings, honeys, sweetie, dearies.Havent been meeting my mates for quite sometime.Oh. Gera aint

2006-04-11T18:55:00.000+08:00

Selling tickets.Any JJ Lin Junjie fans?5 tix up for sale.2006 JJ Party.Singapore Expo Hall 8.7pm, 23rd April, Sunday.Price negotiable.Leave a tag. Will get back asap.=)Gera.

2006-04-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

My blog is so dead totally.The reason why i havent been updating. Is because, the com at home is down AGAIN. mother fuck. It really pisses me at the thought of it.Life has been pretty much the norm. Except for well, studies. I think i got removed. Yea. Fuck tp. And cm of bsg who doesnt wanna give me a chance. Pui.Well, except for studies, everything has been really good. =)Gera has a nice and

2006-03-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

Boo.Com at home is down AGAIN. which explains the lack of blogging. and also blog hopping. fuck.Anyway, am at some cybercafe right now with mel.so im gonna make this a quick entry.All is going on pretty well except for my studies. I so feel like screwing tp. Ahh fuck.I havent got much to say.Too many stuff to blog. Yet, i find it hard to start with.So i figured i shall not talk any

2006-03-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

So into red.I figured i could drop by and write something before i go bath. Movies lately has been pretty good.Big Momma Hse 2 : 4 bites.Date Movie : 3.5 bites.Underworld Evolution : 4 bites.Anyway. Life has been pretty much the norm lately. Except for a certain someone who chose to pop out at a very wrong time. Despite the tears and all. it made me even more convinced that, things really

2006-03-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

I love you. Nobody else.Come back and stay with me. This is torture.

2006-03-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

The truth kills, yes indeed.Im lazy to type. So, yes. pictures. =)Very random. At marina sq.While working. This was how boring things got.I was practically paid to sit there and stare straight into space.My colleagues. We were paid to talk there.Mu operators after rush.Look at dede's hand!!! Underage, rejected!And hes smoking. Tsk tsk.Cha bor and me.Why my face got one red stripe de. o.OGera."I

2006-03-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

Stupidity.I called the same number again. And it actually got thru. But, NOT to my surprise, nobody answered. He is probably staring at the phone, pondering to answer or not.Stop your stupidity lar, gera!!!Gera."You broke my heart."

2006-02-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

Scream at the top of your voice.I so wanna scream at the top of my voice right now. But, i cant.I feel feverish and i dont feel like going out at all. But i hafta.And i cant believe i actually didnt go for carc paper. I so wanna screw myself right now.You're hopeless/useless/%^%*%&*%!^/blahblah, gera."And so im."

2006-02-26T01:20:00.000+08:00

But what is love?♥Falling in love is easy. And the beautiful flowers, gifts of love and a warm body to snuggle up and making passionate love to sweeten the deal. Yes, it's great to be in love. But beyond the bouquets, expensive chocolates and romantic dinners, staying in love is no walk in the park.If you've ever had your heart broken, you'd know it takes determination and a lot of works for two

2006-02-25T03:11:00.000+08:00

Leave me alone.Im so convinced guys are all fuckers im turning lesbian. Im so gonna stop looking at guys and start lookin at girls.Im so gonna look at nothing but boobs and butts.Im so gonna castrate every living guy.Shar is currently my girlfriend and we have been together for a few mins.And i love her so much.Oh ffuck!

2006-02-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

It so totally took me by surprise.Two things caught me by surprise today. I called the same old familiar number again. And i actually got thru. It was not engaged nor, off.Nobody answered tho. )=I was in shock, seriously. Never would i thought that i would actually get thru that number again. Never.Mel gave me the inspiration of startin a lil novel. With that heart wrenching story.Second thing

2006-02-23T13:31:00.000+08:00

Shar is a tortoiseIm suppose to meet Shar for lunch now but she just called and shouted into my mobile that she would be late for 15 mins. I knew she would be late so i still hadnt change into a pair of proper shorts.She actually made the dumb idea of calling for mac delivery while she come over my house to eat it. I nearly march str into her house and slam her face. lol.I really hate pickin up

2006-02-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

Such retardsI was on the way back home just now and then i saw this familiar face board the bus. He has the typical ah beng look and i thought i prolly saw him in rush or somewhere before.He sat in front of me. Then, i saw that he was carrying a plastic cover file. Then then then, i saw these few words. "Temasek Poly Information Technology Orientation". Somethin like that lar. Then i realised,

2006-02-20T12:13:00.000+08:00

Do i look like im so naive?!Guys are such scumbags. Such fucktards. I sure hope there's a 'kill all guys' day.MOTHERFUCKER.To fuck with everything."Go home and drink milk lar!"

2006-02-20T02:19:00.000+08:00

WTF.GUYS ARE SUCH FUCKTARDS.DESPERATE CREATURES WHO FUCKING ONLY KNOW HOW TO LIE. LIE THRU THEIR TEETH.GO TO HELL."FUCKYOULAR."

2006-02-17T11:56:00.000+08:00

♥I woke up feeling empty. Then i got myself so high, shouting at mel and all. Cause i wanted to hide that emptiness. Ahh fuck lar!Its 17th of feb.His boy boy's bday.Happy bday, adrian. (=So, sometimes, certain things are not that easy to forget. I realised.Gera."Love the one you're with."

2006-02-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

Goodbye, emo shit.I realised, im actually nothing compared to her. The pain shes going thru and everything else. The letters made me weep too. I can feel her pain, her agony. So alive. He broke down in front of me. Never has he done so. His eyes, filled with helplessness and pain. But what can i do?!Nothing. I so feel like slapping myself. All i can do is hug him and tell him to get over it.This

2006-02-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

I cant have everything, perfect.I have something GREAT to announce!!! Bro bro bro bro is BACK!!!Yes. He moved back. WOO. You have no idea how happy i was when i saw tons of stuff lying around his room when i got back two days ago.Hes back w a new ps2. -gleams-There are pros and cons tho. Now i hafta sleep back at my own room, i cant use the com at night etc etc. AWwww. But him coming back is nuff

2006-02-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

Fuck emo.Sunshine says im a lazy sloth. So here im, trying not to be one. Then i realised, i have quite a few issues to blog about.Over the days, i met up with sweetie. for her random shopping and stuff. the usual. talks, laughter, joy. (=Met kiff. Oh and cs also. Now i know, if i wanna slp at night yet i cant get to slp, i can call him. Sure can sleep. lol.Then i met cal, for pool. And i can

2006-02-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

Someday, my heart will heal.I realised. When i dont blog, i dont blog. When i blog, i tend to blog quite a no. of entries in a day. Just different times. Anyways. Over the few days, i*caught two movies. 'Kungfu sweetheart' with mama and papa. I tell you. Its damn nice to watch movies with parents okay! First of all, you DONT HAFTA pay a single cent. (Im hell BROKE now.) Secondly, i can buy a lot

2006-02-02T03:23:00.000+08:00

I realised, how much i miss you.Its so not good for me. That im not really moving on with life. My mind still lingers in the past. And i wonder how long this will take me. It has been 2 months, 7 days. I still cant get you outta my mind.Whats the point, gera? To start regretting now. To start wallowing in sadness.Its no point, cant you see, gera.I believe you, at that point of time where you say

2006-02-02T03:14:00.000+08:00

Its time, for some photo blog.Yea. Lets cheer.Its photo blog again. (=The other time at sakae.Mel was playin w their mochi dumpling. That white thing is the dont know what white flour-ish thing.This goes to show how boring carc tutorial is. And, how chorboon doesnt give a hoot damn care bout us. (= Chris didnt send me the butt crack photo. So i couldnt photo blog that amusing nice interesting

2006-01-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah.Theres no iiso this week! which makes me, not havin to reach school at 10 but at 11. YEAH! whahhaha. Luckily i decided to be a good girl for once to check out our tutorial folder. =DNow i can sleep an hour more. whaha.Day two of cny was well spent too. (=Went over to cousin's new hse. Mahjong. mahjong. mahjong. mahjong. mahjong. =DLuckily i asked daddy to take over me while i have my

2006-01-30T14:52:00.000+08:00

Jeanelle is damn cute!Introducing, my niece. (LOL.)Jeanelle!Pictures from jie. (I stole the pictures from her friendster. lol.)I can melt just seeing her. =DBarney barney.Ai ni wor!Gera(=

2006-01-30T14:34:00.000+08:00

Gong xi fa cai.Ang pow money was damn little.Despite that.First day of cny was well spent.Drinking with cousins was indeed splendid, i hafta say.Mel has this splendid picture of 12 cans of tiger beer.All nicely, polished.I cant believe i actually slept awhile at grams' hse. Got high. (=lol.And and and. my cousin is still as ever so shuai!!! (eri, you know who lar. heh heh.)Jeanelle is damn cute.

2006-01-29T04:08:00.000+08:00

I so miss you.For a min.I thought i was talkin to youFor that min.That laughter seem like yours.For that min.I thought it was really you.Resemblances are so scary.Gera."Come back to me,will you."

2006-01-28T19:30:00.000+08:00

Tears of joy.Gera cried in the evening.Everything seems to came down on her.And she cried in the night too.Not because everythings not right. but because brother came back.Nobody have NO idea how happy im, how glad im.Doorbell rang.My heart skipped a beat.I heard a familiar voice.Kor came back!Kor came back for reunion dinner.I cant believe it. Just my seeing kor back for reunion dinner.My

2006-01-25T13:37:00.000+08:00

I will tell you i love you.Manicure and pedicure session is on friday. Yet two of my nails are already broken. Oh, one of my toe nails too.And and, another one is breakin in process.wth.I cant have a nice nice french mani.ROAR.And, my nose has been exceptionally sensitive later.Been sneezing non stop. Not because i have caught a flu (the weather has been hot) but because its really sensitive

2006-01-24T14:45:00.000+08:00

Shameless piece of shit.Shameless piece of shit. Who have absolutely NO shame at all.Whats the point of excuses and more excuses if the outcome is still the same?!Why lie to make urself feel better?!Dont bloody come and tell me things that you CANNOT actually do.And to think im so polite with you, asking you NICELY.And you think what?! Just because i diam diam, keep quiet never say anything

2006-01-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

Smacking hot.Temptations got the better of me.I ended up eating my orange popsicle which i brought earlier in the noon with mel.To hell with temptations.Oh. Im hittin town tmr.(=gera."All i can think of, is you."

2006-01-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

Fab.Yesterday night was fab.Didnt go momo as planned. Went MoS instead.It was tremendous. Given that NO q-ing up is needed.The decor is *toot*ing nice.Met ah kor for awhile while.Didnt stay long tho.Went to cheeky and rush.Two way run.Bourbon coke got me down. Well. Not really down. Hot and high.But recovered fast.(=Was supposed to go down yishun.But well, didnt go down as planned.(Kor! I told

2006-01-21T03:42:00.000+08:00

BESTIE!Before i leave for bed,happy sweet 18, darlingg!Love ya loads.(=Gera.

2006-01-21T03:18:00.000+08:00

Something not right.Theres something wrong with my temper lately. Which i dont know why.Maybe its the lack of new faces around, or rather the same kind of character which i always bump into, or maybe its me being more and more demanding.I dont know which.Back from rush.Was rather fun.Fun corking around.And, my head's kinda heavy now.Awwh.But im so reminded of how patiently he had waited for me